Aug 21, 2013

First Stage, Infertility Treatment

I am going to write my thoughts down in my blog starting today about my infertility treatment. Articles about infertility treatments and personal stories from friends warn me that I will be enduring a long journey with the gynaecologist. Being physically weak due to unforeseen disease, I did recover, not entirely, but good enough to function daily like a normal person. No medication intake is needed for the past two years now. How should I deal with this intricate problem I have? Counting today, the visit to the gyanecologist will be my fourth time.

Bringing back to mind on the first visit, the typical process goes on like the first day, go to Room 2 and open your legs, without the panty. After having to spread my legs for my ovaries examination, I was told that my eggs are not healthy like it is supposed to be. Pangs of sadness hit me, leaving me a bit unresponsiveness. My husband does not seemed to be bothered much. Cannot really figure whether he wants the baby as much as I do or not. During the third visit, I was told to take medication for five days in order to mold the unhealthy eggs into brawny strong ones.

Unfortunately, late at night when the world is sleeping, the medication did not help encourage the weak eggs into brawny ones. Rather, the result is still the same as before the intake of medication. The gynaecologist was probably figuring out the next medicine he is going to feed me. I will be going there next week and next month.

How do I stop my eggs from being frail and aging? According to the resources from the internet, poor blood circulation, unbalanced hormones, poor balance diet and stress are the main causes of the poor feeble eggs formation. Like a cold wind that won't stop blowing in the middle of winter night, I knew the causes well enough in my sleep. Having taste all of them and not knowing that the causes are bad for the health I had ignored all of them, well part of it was my naiveness. Negative emotions like sadness, despair needs to be buried. I am going to practice all the tips that the internet has recommended, firstly by eating healthy and improving my blood circulation.

Wish me luck. Hopefully, in the near future, I will have a photo of three being put in the living room.



 

3 comments:

AngrySeaOtter said...

I hope that posting your thoughts helps you to relax and think positively, which sounds like it is recommended anyway!

What information have you found for increasing blood flow? Is there a certain type of exercise or food/vitamin to help? Maybe yoga will help. But then again if you are often tired and work a lot of hours, not sure what exercise would be best?

Wishing you much luck, that the doctor is able to find some practical and successful treatment to help build some healthy eggs!

Keep being positive, even if right now you have to choose positive emotions rather than feeling them naturally during a tough time!

Sachiko Matsuda said...

Thank you for visiting our blog and positive advices :)

Sachiko Matsuda said...

Organic and non-processed food are the best and the most healthy one can feed the food. Vitamin E too. Fish and milk.

Yoga? Yeah, I would love to keep doing it with Wii, but I am just too lazy :[